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DENISE 奕莛
♥me w/o specs♥me in tuba

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i am in OEPS a TAMPINESIAN
1E2,2E2 3E3
Tampines Wind Ensemble - TUBA PLAYER
NCDCC - CPL
i am a pianist, violinist, guzheng{ist!?}, guitarist, recorder{ist?}, tuba player and longed to be a trumpeter

first cry: 11July1995 {dun forget my present!}

if i am obsessed with something,
trust me, i will go CRAZY!
i am a hyper girl who love to wear u a smile on your face

FOR PEOPLE WHO HATE ME, SIMPLY GET LOST
BUT TAG TELLING ME U HATE ME :D
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SUPER DUPER LOVE
MY BAOBEI TUBA
eeyores

my clique-love them megga much <3
♥my absolute potato cakes ^^
PEIZI
XINYI
MASHITA

my baobei,my loves
Alester♥doremon
Alyssa♥lesbo
Amelia♥greentea cheesecake♥tiramisu
Amirah♥milo
Azhimah♥sweetheart
Carol♥princess
Carlyn♥boyfriend
Daryl♥daddy
Ester♥many things♥everything
Frederick♥gege
Guangen♥snail♥piggie
Hidayah♥dardar
Hongyong♥best senior ever((:
Huiwen♥lolipop
Jeremy♥hammy gege
Jesslyn♥girlfy♥lovedrug
Justin♥ah gong
Kailing♥ah ma
Kenneth♥gay partner
Khin may♥jiejie
Margherita♥turtle
Mashita♥♥honey
Ms Anisah♥aunty anisah
Ms Shanti♥cheepcheep
Ms Shen♥♥mummy
Nas♥fairy god ankle
Nichelle♥boyfie
Nigel♥gege
Peizi♥♥buddy
Rebekah♥something♥everything
Shaun♥gege
Sheryl♥twin
Tee Xian♥trumpet
Vanessa♥couple
Xinyi♥wife
Yuanjin♥jiejie
Yvoone♥aiiaii
Zhengnan♥da ge


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my desire
last updated @ 04:21 PM, 20.12.2009

{♥}last long with you,you and you!!
{♥}pass piano Grade 6
be an ACTRESS or psychologist
into medical
to learn to play trumpet
change phone--flip phone(lolipop!)
floral flip flops frm check
little miss brainy
whole collection of baby eeyore :D
eeyore umbrella or any disney umbrella
白马王子
band to hongkong!!
new converse sneakers
oversize tee
NUM tank top
new eeyore bag, new eeyore pencilcase
a long break
oversize tee hoodie
win a Gold for my first competition GOLD ^^
learnt all the piano scores in that file
play back my tuba!!!
mum and dad to watch my ever first concert!it's impossible
30% freedom
50% freedom
80% freedom
100% freedom!
run away
2E2• NCDCC• ambassador• IPW• lit NPPA•
akmal• alden• alyssa• amirah• amirul• andrew• anisah• aqmal• Arial Lin• azira• azhimah•
benjamin• binxiang•
candice• caryln• chearmin• cheryl• cybelle•
dai yangtian• dearesa• daphne• dexter• dickson•
elvin ng• esabelle• ester•
farazian• felicia chin• filzah•
guangtou• gwen•
hansoon• hakim• hidaya• hongyong• huiqin• huiwen• huiying•
idris•
jaslyn• jasmine• jennete• jeremy• jeremy TP• jeremy NDP• jerry• jesslyn• jiaen• jiahui• jiaqi• jiasheng• joshua• joy•
kane• kenneth• keren• khin may• kristal•
lin jing• liling• lingfang•
malcom• margher• meiting• michelle• mistika• melvin• Ms Sheih• MSP•
nas• natasha wong• natasha• natalie• nichelle• nicholas• ning yi•
peizi•
rebekah•
sebas• shafirah• sharon• sheryl• shili• shimin• shu min• singming• siyah• sylvia• syazwani•
vivan•
wenfang• wenyi•
xinrui• xinyi•
yawen• yi hao• yongsong• yuanjin• yuheng•
zahier•

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26 Dec-boxing day
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Friday, December 25, 2009 @ 12:02 PM
merry christmas!


merry christmas!

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@ 11:53 AM

YO(:
lols nth much to blog abt today.
My old same phrase, tired yet fun.

Farhan wasn't feeling well.his nose bleed ytd and his mouth today.OMG larh.

Hahas went to band as usual.lunch was {ahem} brought my own food mashita too and Xinyi also.
****sorry really sorry Peizi.

Nth much abt band.dancing was fun during sectionals.
But i think i forgotten almost all le.
Hahas.the only one that i still can rmb is el cumbanchero,ponyo and smoke on th water.i love all th dance steps larh..hehe.

But the nobody dance..i think i forgot again.lols.hahas
okay

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I wana watch show so bye(:


Wednesday, December 23, 2009 @ 10:04 PM
LOVE this day,smiles and laughters all the way.and thank you for carrying my tuba home guys(:

yo(:
hahas.
Lucky day ^^

brought home my darling baby tuba today(:
damn lucky larh.
I didn't carry much.
All th effort goes to senior2.i dunno him but i just noe that he is Sir Hongyong senior(: happy ^^

THANK YOU POTATO CAKE XINYI WIFE(:
THANK YOU POTATO CAKE PEIZI BUDDY(:
THANK YOU SIR PEIZHENG(:
THANK YOU SIR NICHOLAS(:
THANK YOU SIR JIAN NING??


Peizi and Xinyi help me carry it down.thank you vryvry much ^^
Sir Peizheng help me carry from staircase to linkway.thank you vryvry much ^^
Sir Nicholas help me carry from linkway to gate.thank you mega much ^^
Xinyi helped me to carry baby from gate to busstop.thank you megamega much ^^
Sir2 helped me to carry baby from busstop to home.thank you megamega,megamega,super mega much ^^




okay enough of th thankyous(:
Peizi,Xinyi and i played outside the bandroom till we dun wan to stand and leave until i was complaining i am hungry.

Played school song, national anthem, pirates, monterosi, saturday night fever and ponyo.(say yay ^^)

when we go back bandroom, i simply had alot of fun with Sir Peizheng.the favourite quoting for me is:

"you really need treatment"
"ya i know,hair treatment.my hair is really dry you know."


hahaha.
I love that cos that is th one i remembered.

Xinyi was laughing at us larh.and ps, she sat in between us.
Opps sorry.i have to stop here.

Eeyore is staring at me.cos she wana sleep.

Bon Voyage Peizi and Chingwen(:


@ 9:37 AM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY Chingwen(:

happy birthday chingwen(:
and bon voyage^^


Sunday, December 20, 2009 @ 10:46 AM
somethings that u do will be forever in that person mind for life.i learn smth call: think before u do.

tired and tired and vryvry tired.
waiting for that Tiew Chingwen now.bored dead.

reach home at 1am ytd.mega tired.
Hahaha
th waiter vryvry hot .__.

opps sorry jaejin and jungmin.u are hotter.hahas.

Okay serious stuff.
Went to band as usual.saturday ma.
Farhan get to play for the second half(: feel happy for him.
He good lorh can play.then i just wana play for POTC also cannot.

I am still unhappy over that that thing.
Still feel like a bounce back ball.
That feeling vryvry hard to go away lehh.sian.haiiz.

Dancing was fun ytd with Sir Taufiq and Sir Tee Xian-TRUMPET ^^
hahaha they taught us how to dance smoke on th water damn fun larh ~ change subject soo fast.hahas.
But it was really fun(:
me and Ju Won keep playing.dig out all the childhood memories games and play like siao.hahas(:

ROCKER!!lols
rockrockrock ^^

Ms Hoh came {back} to Tampines too(: she vryvry pretty >< i like her ^^

kay stop here.
my breakfast come liao(: bb lols


Friday, December 18, 2009 @ 11:55 PM

updated in purple-------below.


competition day.me playing with my cabasa

me and xinyi in fulll uniform ^^

the story.
one day, me and mashita found a bag.
inside the bag have a cup of water.
i so wana drink.
but mashita drank it.
then she finished it.
then xinyi offer us her drinks unwillingly.
so i can drink!
lols

me and Idris again ^^

hongkong disneyland paper bag =="

mashita ^^

Sir Idris.random shot.hahahah!

the lion king performance ^^

the peak tram.

entrance tiket to the peak tram ^^

me and potato cake wife and honey, xinyi and mashita

me and potato cake honey and buddy, mashita and peizi.

me and potato cake buddy peizi ^^

me and potato cake honey mashita.

meeself ^^

hongkong signboard

hongkong vehicles.lols

hongkong roads and buildings.

hongkong airport.



DAY 1
i went to school with Farhan and Xinyi.suppose to meet and 6am but i am late. NOT cos i wake up late is cos i went out late =="
lols.
sat with Sir Chee Hoe and Maam Faizah. beside Maam Faizah is Mr KENNY Tan ^^
woo hoo i am damn happy.but sick on flight.
still hate flying.hahahas
didnt ate much on flight..ate a few bites then stop liao.
though hungry, but i cant take it.

went to Peak Tram and blablabla.
took aloot of pics with my potato cakes.

i was running at the Victoria Peak and instead of brr cold, i was sweating like one kind =="
lols.i was taking pics so crazyly using dunno whose camera.but i will get those pics somehow ((:

went for dinner.
the food is fanastic yeah.
ended up eating magi noodle in the hotel.hahahas

in the hotel, me and Xinyi were practicing our ponyo and el cumbanchero dance.then out of the blue, a human knock on the door and say:
''this is the last time i am asking u to keep quiet and go to sleep ... ''
before she can finish her sentence, Xinyi shut the door.
it is like waddahell.
we wasnt making any noise at all.


me and xinyi - dancing w/o any laughters and sound.
------------------------but the music is on at 60%
peizi - bathing
------------------------the water running sound!?but not that loud!!
mashita - lying on the bed reading her scores.
------------------------no sound at all.

waddhell right?
it spoil our mood instantly but had fun dancing.
the poses is nice. right Xinyi?
after that, packed and slept.
DAY 2
woke up at 4am.
tks Xinyi.
was damn sleepy.
bathe and was shivering like one kind.OMG is mega cold kayy!?

had buffet breakfast in disneyland hotel then the outdoor performance.
it was a success.
attracted alot of people cos of the dance ^^

btw,
Sir Hadi tuba spoil.
cant produced any sound at all.
was damn sad for him.
lucky have insurance ^^ he will be getting a new tuba soon ^^

went to play sround in the disneyland with Xinyi, Mashita, Idris, Ju Enn and Gu Peng.
i lost my camera case and original batt. {T.T}
spoiled my mood..
haiiz.

dinner like ytd, was fantastic,
ate magi noodle at last in the hotel.
nice right!?
hahahahs

nearly misplaced me and Xinyi's blazer.
pissed off with this ass thing.
not gona talk abt it.

chit chat with Hong Yong and Xinyi outside Hongyong hotel room.
took obsene photos.hahah!
then off to sleep.
DAY 3
competition day.
won a gold with the score of 89.44 ^^

i cried twice cos i am scared.
once during the dinner and another is cos of hongyong ==" at the waiting area.
btw,
i hurt my butt when playing with the potato cakes in the hotel.
a deep cut down there. it still hurt T.T

yeah and lots of things happen.
yeah like that lorh.
DAY 4
busy day i'd say.
exchange with that school and had fun there ^^
lols.
had a workshop too with Dr Hughs.

omg, we love him kayy!?
hahahas

i guess he love us too ><
lols.
had a great time with him untill we dun feel like leaving == lols
after exchange, went for lunch.
then go for another exchange with th hongkong school.
omg lahh i damn love their lower brass section lahh.

OMG((: i mega like thier only one tuba player and their ex-section leader ^^
hurray ^^
lols.

hahahs.
took pics with them - - i dunno whre is the pic ><>
had 2 group photos and blabla.
anyway, just had aplenty time there.
after that, went to gala dinner le ^^
before that, we watched fireworks and had some last minute shopping in disneyland.
me,xinyi and mashita bought freaking alot of stuff ^^ hehehe.
had soo much fun with them lahh.
DAY 5
went for breakfast in mac.
check out the hotel )): omg hahahas, recalled wad we wrote to the cleaners.hahahas
thanks to peizi.
in the morning, everyone help me to stuff all my stuff in my luagge.
hahaha!!
to many stuff =='' lols!
eat alot during breakfast.
then went for shopping !!!
lols.bought alot.
last minute shopping for my family mahh ^^
in the ebd, nvr buy anything for myself T.T
regretregret.
lols
then ate lunch,
sfter lunch, byebye hongkong!
lols.
sat with Mr Lai in the plane. ^^ and some friendly stranger.
hahahs okayy thats all.bye~




lazy to organize.
anyway, thanks very much to peizi,idris and jamie.
hongkong band.




tampines gala dinner ^^
outdoor performance ^^




2E2 with Mr Tan---i want with my section de.

group 5 roxz!!

galllla dinner ^^

tpwe !!

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@ 10:19 PM
Park Jung Min


I MEGGGA LOVE HIM <333333

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@ 8:54 PM
eeyore ^^

kindda bored a few days back.
so i take with eeyore ^^ lolipop ==''
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Thursday, December 17, 2009 @ 9:43 PM
when a tornado occurs,do u think a normal human could take it.

horrible.
kindda unhappy today.
cried on my bed when i reach home.
this big blow,i really cant take it.
i cant even take it, i wonder how Farhan can take it.

Too much things happen in one shot.
Who can take it??

Too tired to think.
Too tired to care.
Too tired to feel.
I am too tired to give it a damn.

I am a human,
I am a girl,
I am a lady,
I am a female.
I have feelings,
I do care,
I do love.
I have heart to feel,
I have mouth to talk,
I have ears to listen,
when u put them all together,
I would a have rights to voice out my opinions,
to voice out every thing that i am thinking.

Nobody could stop me.
Even you do not.




Well, stop here then.
I am too tired to blog.
I need some rest.